Her mark

Elizabeth died after a  battle with cancer. She was only in her 40's. God  used her to spread his love and tell others about his word. He used her cancer to reach people. Her faith was amazing and she touched so many people. If people asked her if she was afraid of dying she was quick to tell you that she was not. She would be with her savior. Even though its sad that she isnt here there is no doubt that she is in Heaven with Jesus and that is reason to rejoice. So even though a little sad her faith encourages me. It encourages me to trust God with EVERYTHING I have. Elizabeth did.

With so many things going on around me ive had so much on my mind

I have been to so many showers and weddings lately that i cannot keep up with all of them. It makes me wonder my turn with come. It causes me wonder when God will send him. I have a feeling it will be awhile but its ok, God knows whats best and he is still working on me and probably working on my guy too. God knows my heart and that is the most amazing and wonderful part. He knows EVERY part of it.

 I was walking to class the other day and was in awe of how big God is. I was thinking about how much we sin and if God knows EVERY sin before we even do it, then man, thats a lot to know ahead of time. I mean thats a lot of info. My mind just cant comprehend it. and thats only one thing.

Then I was walking back to my car and i had my ipod in and so i was singing my praises and it was so just so pretty outside and it just made me smile because of the beauty. It just made me happy. I was like man God, you made this

Sometimes I wonder if school is ever going to end. I mean I know that it will but i just feel like it never will. Im in summer school and I HATE my class. Its pretty hard and all I want is just to pass with a " C'. Only two more weeks. God help me get through.

Then im going on vacation to go see my bestie   Im so excited I can hardly wait! It will be a very much needed vacation.

Well thats it for now

So i got on xanga today and was amused at my "name" on here. Meagan Quinn, now Stoll made this for me like 4 years ago and for all of you who know me, well it makes it funny because im not like that at all. Anyways...

Its been awhile since I have written a blog.

Life has been crazy, good, but crazy

School...well im coming to the conclusion that it will never be something that I like.I have no motivation and I dont think thats normal. Im still questioning wether im supposed to be in school and what God has for me career wise. Not that im old, but im 23 and not getting any younger.

God has really been working on my heart the last two weeks. I had a situation and He really gave me peace about it. He showed me that right now, a certin way is how things are supposed to be and its so exciting. I really feel like God is stirring something in my heart but I dont really know what. I dont know what I would do without him.

I have english test today....yuck...i hate grammar

God has really put a lot of amazing people in my life, especially in the last year. I am so grateful for them.

Rachel is coming in about two weeks...im so excited!! I get to see my bestie!!!

Life is good. It has been ages since I have posted. Things have been crazy, but good.

Seems like everyone and their mother is getting engaged. Im fine with it. Its just kinda crazy. Just adding up how many weddings I will have to go to this coming summer. I think ryan has broken my record with 15 weddings since the summer. This is craziness. lol.

So im going back to school in the spring. People have asked me if im ready to go back. Im ready...ready as im ever going to be. Im not getting any youner lol.I feel like im going to be an old lady when I f inally finish. Im really believing that being a teacher is what I am supposed to be. I really feel it in my heart. I really think that this is where God is leading me.

Im really loving the holidays right now. I just love this time of year. Im loving my friends

Currently Listening Twilight By Future of Forestry see related

Life has been a challenge lately. It has been a challenge for me and for so many of my friends. They are all going through different things right now...broken hearts and major disappointment. My heart just aches for them. I guess im going through something similar so thats why I feel for them. I hate to see my freinds hurting. I want to do something to make it hurt less. I want to cover them in so much love that nothing hurts...but I cant lol. That is what God is for. He is there to love them in a way that I cant. He is there to teach them and give them a content heart.

I want to see my bestie...rachel. I miss her terribly

Im so scared of trying something that I know I could fail at again. I need encouragment and confidence.

God is good  and always faithful with this crazy life that I live

I went to Fusion this weekend. It was a quick trip but it was good. I needed to get out of shreveport for at least a day.

On the other hand, ive been having these REALLY bad headaches and riding in the car did not help any. Also, ive realized over the past year that I dont do trips very well. I have been getting somewhat sick when i travel. Not a good situation and these headaches. Well I have had these durn headaches for the past week and a half and I really dont know what is going on.

I have been really emotional today. I have no idea what the deal is.

Hopfully tom will be better. Im looking forward to seeing the lil kids tom night at church. As crazy as they are they make me smile